Canto 2 -
Ayodhyā-kāṇḍa
Chapter 69: Bharata’s Distressing Dreams
Text 2.69.21
जुगुप्सन्निव चात्मानं न च पश्यामि कारणम्॥
jugupsann iva cātmānaṁ na ca paśyāmi kāraṇam
jugupsan iva ca = I dislike; ātmānam = Myself; na ca paśyāmi kāraṇam = [but] I don’t know why.
I dislike Myself, [but] I don’t know why.